Mood swings again~!

21 March 2010 , 8.14 P.M

         Greetings everyone~! Today i have my moods swings again..man..think too much again...-.-ll..but after ate a little chocolate, hohoho, i'm better now! ^^..hehe..well, today my cousin came to visit my house, he just go back to his own house only..in that meantime, i was trying to do add maths question(revision) but..SIGH! lols not yet pro enough.. bt before that, when my cousin visits, my mood is still swinging around like nobody's business..lol..man the thing i quite hate is their sex knowledge is above average already..as i judge based on their age..if i'm not mistaken, they still not even form 1(< standard 6), already know the ' it teh it teh' thingy..man! if they like accidentally speak those thing i don't mind..but..WTH..keep on repeating and repeating..man..that's VERY VERY ANNOYING for me since my mood is not in a good state..well, luckily i still able to hold back and ignore them..PHEW~

      Now i have decided, i wanted to date my books already. As much as i could, i will try to love the books like i'm really falling in love with someone... i'll try to understand as much as i could just like i was going to understand the one i like...and the exam results indicates the percentage of how much i understand them..like a girlfriend / boyfriend questioning their partners how much they understand each other..that means, i have to date 18 BOOKS(form 4 & 5)! XD..whao..more geng then wai siu bo already..hahas..and, i'll put the one i like right now into my consideration list. I don't want to believe in love already..it reached 65% already..From now on, i need/had to make myself become a maniac..study maniac... loves only the books but not other thing as i used to..I'm sick of love, as i didn't feel the love before, man it's getting annoying..therefore i'll temporary cut down the lust of love..Now MOST of the girls, are untrusted, not all but most...have their mask on their face..Which is TRUE and which is FALSE? I can't really trust anyone anymore..it seems like i got betrayed(in fact not yet)..Then today i made a decision to breakup with myself, which is actually a bf / gf breakup with gf / bf..but i rejected myself "again"..lols..It sounds crazy, but this is the real thing i did..You may isolate me if you knew me, i don't mind as i used to being isolated by friend. no one will care about me anyway, why should i give a damn about it? lols..no offence my friend... I WANT to be a maniac...Loves only the books not other thing anymore, temporary..

     Now i think my heart is broken by myself (it does sound crazy, just ignore me)..but it's a relieve instead.. no need to worry much much thing anymore... No need to put many things in consideration..thinking what will happen next if like this? why ?Perhaps bla bla bla? n so on into something that i should not lift the weight right now...now i'll put it aside...away from my backpack..and stuff other things that is useful for me first..i don't care anymore or worry bout the one i like will date other guys because, my heart is already dead..or you may say temporarily dead...not going to involved in that complicated thing anymore..HAHA~! 

      Maybe exam is really around the corner le, or maybe i got really stressed bout the academic results until i could make that kind of decision as i stated above...Well i pity you lawrence...Pathetic! Lols..i don't think there's other thing i could write right now..Then see ya, i have a date with my books after this..LOL! 

 I'm sick of being isolated and also being too close..^^..I don't know what i want.. as if i don't own this body..lols..Bye bye~!

                                                      ~8.44 P.M~

Still don't want sleep, wanted to blog. XD

20th march 2010 , 1.25 A.M

            Alohha~~!! hehehe, today i think i'll say bout the previous outing, on 17th of March.^^..Hmm, that day a, ok ok  lu..hahas..first of all, i got up at around 3am..then 5am..then dunno what time le, i'm not so sure right now..lols! I think i'm nervous cause i asked my friend(a girl) out and intended to give a surprise to my classmate who are coming along! Perhaps yes and perhaps not. Hahas..Don't know why i could not sleep well that day, maybe something is bothering me(/gg) ? Hohoho, maybe la, tat day only i invited a girl join the outing..whole group is guy.. -.-ll..lols..thats why something special occurs there, common as always. Since i'm the one who invited her to come, everyone got misunderstood over something.. LoLs, i think i no need to state until so obvious gua (pandai pandai sendiri fikirla..xD)..Well the girl, y.r, only knew me, HH ,SW,ck(don't really chat with. previously before outing),wilson(don't really chat with. previously before outing) & HM. and the rest, she don't know. LoL! Well, at first she's a little scared cause only knew few of us, which may lead to a little awkward into the whole group. But the result doesn't seems like that, we get along to each other, introduced to those she don't know, lols! n bla bla bla..xD..

         Hmm.. i reached genting klang at 10.45 +A.M...waiting by the promised place to meet with y.r so i could bring her to the place we needed to gather, it's monorail. lols.. While waiting, whoa~! many things come into my mind...Hmm..let see, if she dressed like this girl, omg,,the whole group will freaked out..lol cause maybe x pernah bersama with that kind of girl? xD. janji many^5 of " IF "  la/..xD..until lazy to " IF " le, then read novel lu..read sia read sia..looked at my watch, man... still have few  more minutes.. XDD. LOLS! Bo bien lo..some ppl say man shouldn't be late on anything..LOLx. Then read and read and read..man felt a little sleepy..hahas..then done! 1 chapter to go! XD..then looked at the watch back, hohoho,,, it's nearly time../gg..she should be here by minutes..hahas..then nvm lu..read read & read..until i saw her from far...then i keep my book and started to crap with her.. XDD.. Man! Why so early?? I said must not too early nor too late! Must be sharp 11.30! hahas!! za dao..XD..then i lead her to monorail...hmm..the earliest person who came and the most late person who got into pavillion..LOL! Missed 3 monorails ! T_T...so yeng...1 is to wait a fren..2nd door doesn't open and the 3rd one too many people and to door closed before me and y.r got in..aiya ya! Need to wait again...man this time i won't give a slightest chance to miss le..lols start to stand by the fence..XD..then we got in and out to the destination place..we walked with HH and he looks..stunned and trying to do giving some special hidden words & bla & bla & bla..>.

    Now we reached the Pavilion.  And met the rest of the gang...after they bought tickets, we went for lunch and the groups is separated by half! one team goes to sushi place to eat and another went to try the snowflake introduced by HM..LOLs..well that snowflake is good..no doubt that...haha..and still, i still enjoying eating slowly until the last moment where we need to get into cinema le..LOL! Man! need to speed up and the results is? my face are frozen and my head are a little pain cause by the ice..hahas..then we go...ah before that, it's quite disappointing because that day we could not watch the "alice in the wonderland" cause it's full...left 1 seat ..-.-l..then bo bien..watch up in the sky...not really interesting but a little bit of comedy ...after movie the group decided to go back genting klang to have pool! Not swimming pool but the snooker de pool! XD . The 1st time i take a van de taxi..XD..feels like a royal people..LOL! Taxi nia..think so far for wat! =P. then we reached the WCG and we went upstairs to have an 1 hour game.. Well, everyone enjoys the game but the pros and the noobs is separated so it's more fair for everyone..^^ .. I'm a noob obviously..hahas..after game we eat again..lols..the naan cheese is good..1st time eat that,,,not bad recommendations HM! XD..after eat, try to call a saver who could fetch me home..OMG! My phone is going to no battery..zzz..lucky still can ask for help(someone to fetch me)..then i promised my sis to be at there around 7.30p.m..but..hehehe..i broke it cause i need to get my prezzie from Y.R! hahas..it's going to be a rotten prezzie if i don't claim it earlier, which she's the one who reminded me..hahas..and i late and my sis nearly go off without  me.. PHEW~!! Nasib baik ni! I'm so lucky! hahas..then kena shoot a little while and we set off..the car gt some prob..and we stop at my bro's company and seeks for his help..lols..i just a bystander then..xD..after that we got back home by my bro's car drove by my sis..hahas.. And,, THE END! Lols.. Well, nearly forgotten, thanks for the prezzie! I really appreciate it! hehe.. Oyasumi nasai~! it's not early now..man..nearly 2am..T_T..gonna wake up late again! sigh..xD..

sigh..love matter..T_T..so complicated..do or not to do? act or not to act? wait or not to wait? so much questions popping out..hahas..lucky i still can hold my lust(for confessing) for a while..hopefully i could hold on my promise...haha..after spm~! XD .. May the flower not to wilt so fast as i waters you daily and hopefully it'll become a tree which produces fruits. ^^..  buaiis! See ya again! =P

Long time no blogg le~ ^^

13 march 2010 , 12.56 P.M ;

            Hehehe..aloha!! Hmm, my school exam is coming nearer~ T_T...man..exam again! Hmmph! Well, i could see countless of my friends are doing their best for the upcoming exam, even though they did not express it , i still can feel the heat! haha...so hot o! xDD..Hmm, nowadays the Earth is really sick le.. the current temperature here is 31 degree le(via google)! Oh my goodness, what happen to you mr.Earth ? T_T.. Because of the "intelligent" human, they made you sick! Sigh, too bad, you can't go see doctor..hmm, most people tuition tuition tuition...everyday tuition! lols.. Hope you guys is good in health ! Please use lesser air- conditioner or other thing that will emits CFC eh!please save our beloved EARTH! Hmm, on 27th march is the EARTH HOUR..hehe..i hope you guys will support this event! ^^..

            Hmm, yesterday got a quite special incident .. hehehe...when i was on my way to my bro's workplace(after tuition around 6.45+ [was going to reach there]), i happened to found a man with the motorbike helmet lying on the side of the road, unconscious. Then i try to observe him, perhaps an accident or what. But, based on my observation, there's no blood plus any visible injury..Hmm, then i feel weird lo, perhaps he fell from the sky? XD  if so, OMG! An angel! hahas.. just joking..After i observe le, then i rush to my bro's workplace lo (since it's quite near from the accident place and to ask for help since i did not bring my phone that day). Then i go inform his colleague lo + their worker also heard my news la..then everyone rush to there to see what happen ..after tat my bro heard it le, he also go look look...-.-ll..man,i wan you guys to call the authority to ask for help la, sigh.. nvm la, before i found tat guy, a girl driving a wira saw 1st, so she already called the authority [that is what my bro's colleague told me]..after few minutes the police lai le! hohoho...finally i could see what computer screen is inside the police car..first time i saw a little part of the screen was thinking that they still can play laptop while doing their job, but now i knw what lai de le...if not entirely mistaken, it looks more like a GPS..lols..when the police lai le, they wake that guy up[i was inside my bro's shop] and dragged to guy into a safer place..but when they drag him, he feeels soooo weeaaak! just like octopus.. -.-ll..then i started to suspect he's highly on drug, but i didn't say it out loud, just in my thoughts..but my bro's colleague said he's not highly in drug, no idea hw he know la but i still insist on my own thoughts, he's highly on drugs..after some time in the shop, i decided to take a closer look, by approaching the scene again.. hohoho...tat time got many bystander as usual, most of them is asking "where's your house? / what happened" and so on..but then, his reaction is....-->O.O? <-- this is what he reacted..he reacted to the source of sound..not talking a single thing...something like a human fell into an alien world..well, that time i could say he's SUPER SUPER BLURR! he didn't speak nor move..sitting there 'daydreaming' and his head reacted  to the source of sound when the bystander tried to talk to him...even more funny thing is, when that guy awake, he immediately pray to my bro's colleague in the Buddhist way(something like when the Buddhist praying to god ) ..LOLs..xD..after few moments(my 2nd approach to the scene) that guy's saliva is flowing out with bubbles, like sawan..but not sure the exact cause..i could see that he feels so relaxed...not even close to the "sawan" attack.. Then bo liao! everyone who was working at my bro's workplace come back, no more observing or asking question..The most irritating thing is, the ambulance reached the scene after around 25minutes++..or even reaching 35minutes..well, by that time i can say the guy already regain it's real consciousness already, able to move around .. then he doesn't want to follow the ambulance, in result, the ambulance left him alone and after that he wanders around and lost of my sight..hahas.. THE END! the morale of the story is, don't try something unnecessary..XD

      Aiks.. gonna do homework le...dunno what to say le...the upcoming week is holiday but for me it is not cause i will have extra class at school with other classmates,..not my own teacher's extra class but my neighbor class's teacher..feels so lucky that the teacher give my join them..xD  except additional mathematics's teacher..is the only teacher from my class is teaching me during one day of the holiday..xD,,Hohoho..I have to stop right now,,^^..see you guys..good luck and try keep your health on the optimum level!

Quotes : God gave us two ears to hear, two eyes to see and two hands to hold. But why did God give us only one heart? Because he wants us to find the other one.